Uninspired
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My 10-12 page history essay was due back on Monday, but I’m so uninspired with it. I have some ideas in an outline, but I don’t have a thesis joining them. The research is going terribly.
I don’t know why I decided to choose history for my degree minor. I’m pretty terrible at it! History papers are so different from an English studies paper. I’ve actually cried several times when trying to pull this paper together because it seems so fruitless.
I’ve been thinking about spending an extra two months in North Bay in order to take an extra 3 credit history course, leaving me with one less to do later. I need to have 24 credits of history for my degree, and I just have to be enrolled in one history course each semester left in my career. But, if I stay for the spring session instead of going home to visit my family during that time, I could have full semester without taking a history class. History is always hardest for me…
I’m seriously thinking about it, but I think my parents will be sad that I want to exchange two months of vacation time where I could visit them in order to do just one class during spring session. I think it would be a great experience, because I’d only have nine hours of class each week, and for the remaining time, I could work full time on my sites and art and hopefully increase my income from the level it is now.
It just might be lonely. My roommate would be gone. =(
November 22nd, 2007 at 3:08 am
I was never good at history so I can imagine what you are going through. I wish you lots of luck with your paper and with the decision you make. *hugs*